nasiiyah

Assalaamu'aleykum. Bismillah.

gyeah, here i am. finally ;p
im still aliveeee, yes. Alhamdulillah.

been too long since e last post XD
wonder what am i gonna talk abt today? :B

so basically, ive so many thoughts bugging me. its like, im bugging myself. hahaha. seriously. as you know, we're all Allah's servants. from Him we came, to Him we'll return. no matter how strongly you disagree to this fact, you know what? every living things will face death, sooner or later. that has been stated in e Quran, so who are we deny e words from the Lord? but as human beings, we forget those facts. human beings ARE forgetful.

its sad, really.

we hv fun, we laughed, we spent most of our times deluded in enjoyment, but when its time to do some 'ibaadah, we feel tired so easily, yawning countless of times, feeling so lazyyyyyy ;(
WHY?!

nafsu.
plus the whisperings from Syaitan.

...felt so, i would motivate myself with a verse from the Quran...

لا تتبع الهوى فيضلك عن يسيل لله

follow not your desire for it will mislead you from the Path of Allâh.
38 ; 26

sometimes, we forget the fact that death lingers. its only a matter of time before we would be taken back to Him. sometimes, we forget the fact that Akhirat exists. and that we live forever.

our Emaan. it goes up & down. like wave tides. & mine, when it goes up, it goes up good. when it comes down, i would feel like all my efforts to change for the better were all just in vain, down the drain.

so you see, the importance of asking for strong Emaan & strength. but then again, even an invocation seems so hard to be made.

Allahu Rabbi..... inni zolamtu nafsii.... faghfirliii :(